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4 years and 7 months.
My time as a traveling therapist...
Is coming to an end.
That was what the email was.
This was not a planned decision.
This was not something I had seen coming.
But last week was the icing on the cake to a very stressful year that unfortunately is leaving me with very little options.
As someone who has spent their entire life thriving off of change. Whose adaptability to moving, learning new environments and conducting herself in the most professional manner even at the darkest of times is officially TERRIFIED.
It's hard to walk away.
It's harder knowing I don't have a job in 7 days.
It's nerve wracking knowing I have to buy a car with no job yet.
But in the last week I've received more messages.
More phone calls.
More reminders that I have been through some heavy shit in my life and even though right now every emotion I am enduring is one of failure, fear, regret and confusion I am THANKFUL for all of you.
Right now my only job title in 7 days is coach.
I have applied to every possible job opening.
And I am repeating my affirmations in hopes that my situation has a positive outcome sooner rather than later.
I'm thankful for coaching because I know I can push harder and harder and it will help get me by.
But I'd be lying if I didn't say it's incredibly disappointing the lack of options for someone with over 5 years of therapy experience.
I don't know what's going to happen.
The stress is physically making me sick.
But my little heart has hope that God is going to reward me for all of my struggles.
For now, all I can do is work hard these next 7 days. Apply to every possible job and post to INSPIRE others to take a leap of faith and invest in their own health and wellness.
Here's to seeing where this journey takes me.
It's not always planned.
But if I've learned anything.
We are not in control. Not even a little bit. 3 ♡ 0 ✍
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