I have days when I doubt my humanity, days when I am uncertain about my sanity. I have days when I feel that I have been so deprived, that I am so f**cked up. I wouldn't know how to live a normal life.
I have my battles, I have voices in my head, weights of expectations that makes me feel shorter, smaller, makes me feel that I would never be enough.
I have lived to outgrow crushes, the feeling of sexiness that settles upon your skin when you realize that a guy is checking you out. The impulsive desire to look good in people's eyes, to be pretty, to be beautiful, to have the power to draw the attention of a full room by walking in, the compulsion to bend over backwards to be loved.
I am gradually outgrowing my desperate self awareness, the need to over think every act to see how folks are enamoured to me by it. I am cured of attention deficit, the incessant desire to seek validation from without. To expect an encouraging smile, an applause, a reward, an ovation, folks to wax poetic about me and my perceived virtue.
Upon this new ground that I have found, I am realizing that life was a miserable shell, a battle of flight, a drifting, an empty existence until that night when I decided to live life on my own terms or not live it at all.
All our interference; ( We know what is best for you) power pull and tussle for control over the lives of others are no more than vandalism. Everyone deserves to live life on their own terms. Please Live and let's Live. ~ @fumsymoon
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