Wanting to call that certain person is like wishing for a rainy day. You want the weather to embody your emotions, but you have no control over it. You could feel like curling up in a sweater, but the sun will still blaze and the leaves will still dance. You may want them to answer your call or drop everything to be by your side, but you don't want to burden them and they will still live their life. You have no control.
You may wish and you may beg, but it will not change. Because you have this problem where you can't communicate, and instead of finding company in those who understand you you decided to make a call log full of people who just talk at you.
It's not that you want to talk with anybody, it's that you don't want to be alone. You don't want the rain to pour. You just want everyone else to be trapped inside with you. Because when we get into a certain mood we get selfish. We demand the world to accommodate us because we are it's guests. We feel we deserve every luxury because people made us sad and they were the ones who abandons us in our final hours. But if sadness comes from the people around us, then why can't the world be sad, too?
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